On thoughts about you…

If thinking about you was a job
I’d be the richest person on earth
For whenever I think about how lovely you are
I become the person I am not

Someone who is hopelessly romantic
But sentimental and hopeful, still
And when she thinks about how wonderful you are
She becomes the person she wants to be

To be near you, holding your hand
Seeing your smile day by day
Laughing at your jokes and filling your eyes with tears
Not because of sadness but because of bliss

So, as I was saying
If this was a job I could take
I wish I can become tenured
So I can be with you forever…

He hasn’t gone away yet…

I’ve always been a hopeless romantic. I am fond of watching romcoms and chic flicks that turns my stomach upside down especially when Tom Hanks and Meg Ryan finally met on top of the Empire State Building or when Julia Roberts finally got married to Richard Gere in Runaway Bride. I also listen to countless love songs that I know I cannot relate to at the moment, but somehow I can feel how much emotion was put into the song that it takes my heart away right there. Right now, I don’t exactly know what I am feeling. I will not deny anything, though. I am definitely feeling something, no matter how shallow it is. The thing is, I am currently constantly thinking about this certain someone and all the nice and funny and cute things he has said and done. And whenever I remember the little actions he makes that he never does to anybody else, and the way he smiles when you get irritated by his jokes, I can’t help but feel the exact same way I did with Meg or Tom or Julia or Richard. What is this? I can’t really tell. I do know that one thing is for sure: I guess it’s those amazing moments in one’s life that I’d rather like to not get away… anyway, he hasn’t gone away, so I’d be very much happy if I can just hold on to him much longer ^_^