A very quick (or not) view of my closest friends (Hidden under pseudonyms I invented)

Okay, I haven’t done this in a while. Actually, I haven’t done this before! Below is a long long list of closest and intimate friends I have met and would cherish forever. Their names are hidden under pseudonyms. There are clues scattered all over so just take a wild guess as to who they are!

This list is in random! 🙂

1.) a Cluster of Diamonds – Minnie would have to be the best friend I would ever have. She may not always be there to have a conversation with me, but I know she’s the only friend (well, one of the only friends) that would back me up. I met her during the 6th grade and yeah, we clicked. We had flaws, yes, but they’re all unavoidable. Our friendship have been tested several times, but we’re still the closest!

2.) A Joyful Carnation – she would be the only friend who I can confide with faster than anybody. I’ve known her for 5 years but I knew then that she’s one of those intimate friend type. I’ve given her soooo many things already and I know she appreciates all of it. I would always love her, too. I can’t stand a day without talking to her, maybe because I’m not used to not talk to her. And with just an sms, we’d be talking for hours!

3.) Mistress of Thankfulness – She’s a really cool photographer, and she’s a college friend. I’ve been paired with her several times in classes, and we enjoy each other’s company! She’ll be turning 18 this June!

4.) Ginger and Cinnamon – I have never seen any Sakura fan like her. Oh man! She’s really intelligent, and I sometimes envy her. Would you believe she’s 3 years younger than I? And yeah, she’s also one of my closest college friends!

5.) Beautiful as a Mermaid – She’s a best friend, too. Is it normal to have more than one best friend? How can I help it? She’s a really cool friend! She introduced me to a lot of cool things, so I pay respect to her! I can’t leave her alone, you know!

6.) A Keepsake of Memories – I love this guy. He has overwhelmed me sometimes, but I don’t care. He’s been inside my heart for 8 1/2 years now. And like his pseudonym, he’s very memorable!

7.) Amulet of Bearings – she is a funny, and always trustworthy friend I have known since High School, and until now, we’re still together. We go to the same college and share the same course. She is, I AM TELLING YOU, a very funny friend.

8.) Glorious Roses – is my now Canadian Immigrant friend. We’ve been exchanging letters since last year and this year, I plan to continue that. I love her so, even though she’s so far away! I miss you my glorious rose!

9.) Keeper of Victories – is my super small (hehehe) friend. She’s not that small, honestly, but I know she’s always there to talk to me. I am not that close to her, so anyway…. But I love her so! I do, really!

10.) Autumn in Blessedness – is my 4th year high school closest classmate. She’s really pretty and kind, and I do love her dearly. I miss her, too! And I don’t know when we’ll see each other again. But I always find time to greet her and know how she’s doing. I do that, you know!

As you may know, I can’t put everybody here at once! I’ll try to add an entry showing the one I truly loved . . . As if I have a list of that! Hahahahahaha

How do you get him to talk to you again?

…because I don’t know the answer. Am I really just being stupid? He has not talked to me for over 6 or 8 months now, and it saddens me! How the hell should I ever redeem myself, and tell him that I have indeed changed because if not, I wouldn’t be doing this, damn it. I’ve asked only a few people for advice because to some, I don’t even know how to explain it. I’ve told some of my intimate friends about it, and they encouraged me to not loose hope, but I’m beginning to loose it. It’s like hanging on a rope that nobody is holding on the other end. But then again why am I always seeing him in my dreams?
I shouldn’t be too worried about this, because it would not solve anything, but I don’t wanna let go just yet.

But what should I do?