It’s only when I sleep, I see you in my dreams…

I had the most wonderful dream last night.

She was so lovely, and happy, and she was very happy to see me!

I miss her so. She’s the loveliest person on earth. She inspired me to become what I want. I owe her her kindness and understanding.

I don’t really understand why or what came over me but I really do love her dearly. It’s wonderful to be her friend. I hope she’s happy. If she’s not, I’ll do anything to make her happy. My friends would also back me up because they love her dearly, too! She became our mother for a year, after all, but I treat her as a sister…

Okay, this post doesn’t make much sense because of the way I write. But the good thing about this dream is that it opened an opportunity for me to remember her when I get home. I’ll definitely buy her something from Oman. She’ll be really happy if I do…

It’s my birthday…

I just want to greet myself a most wonderful and lovely birthday!

In the End…

I tried so hard, and got so far, but in the end it doesn’t even matter. I had to fall and lose it all, but in the end, it doesn’t even matter…

We’ve all, at least I, have been affected by the tragedy that happened to ABS-CBN Broadcaster, Ted Failon. And to me it’s like an eye opener for some others in the same field. I think being provoked is the worst thing that could happen to anybody, even to lay men. How would you feel if you’ve been pushed, hurt emotionally and PHYSICALLY, and nobody seem to care? I would definitely feel angry and devastated.

Of course, I am glad that there are people who would back him up. (I would back him up if it’s the last  thing I’ll ever do!) He is after all a very respectable and honest man, as far as reporters and critiques go. I wouldn’t know for sure, though, how much painful he speaks to someone. But I suppose he’s very funny and wild when it comes to speaking the truth.

I always loved Tambalang Failon at Sanchez. I would always listen to the radio show when I’m not at school. They make me laugh real hard because their jokes are corny… I wish he’d recover soon so the show will still be on…

Cardcaptor Sakura TRADING CARDS

I just couldn’t believe it!

I was ‘scavenging’ through some old junk at the back of the house when I stumbled upon 2 of the greatest treasures I’ll forever cherish. These are two CARD CAPTOR SAKURA Trading Cards which I bought 8 years ago. The first one is pink, wherein Sakura is seen smiling with a cherry blossom background. And on the reverse side, is some Japanese writing of some sort, for which I still couldn’t decipher. The other card is Tomoyo Daidouji holding a camera in a happy smiley state, and the reverse is Sakura again holding the star key!

I just simply couldn’t believe it!

I had it laminated to preserve its beauty and GRACE!

I don’t know what’s wrong with me but I’ve been obsessed with Sakura and Tsubasa lately. I’m going back to Robinsons Ermita tomorrow to buy that POST CARD Tsubasa has.

And maybe some stickers, too…

And then maybe I’ll go to SM Manila… If I still have money…

Oh, before I take this DARN EDUCRSC test, I’ll drop by the UM to uh… check on things! Maybe if I find things there I wouldn’t go to SM Manila after all!!!

You Are My Light When The Sun Lost Its Shine

All my life you have loved me

All of me and my imperfections

Showered me with love and affection

Everything you did was meant for me

Never asking, always giving

You have always been there for me

By my side you stood, never stopped believing

In the things I can do for the whole world to see

*You are my light when the sun lost its shine

‘Cause you never failed to brighten up my day

When I look in your eyes, you need no words to say

To once again make me feel so fine

You are the strength that is deep within me

With you with me there is nothing I can’t do

You made me believe that someday I’ll be

Someone who can make my dreams come true

I’ve been scared and afraid

But you made me feel safe and protected

You’ve given me love that would never fade

A love to last until the end

When others doubted me

You put your trust in me

I have followed my dreams, I’m free

Free to be myself, and to be someone who could

Make a difference in this world that all of us should

(Repeat * 2x)

I dedicate this song written by Roselle Nava to my mom and dad, who have CERTAINLY always been there for me and who never stopped believing!
Anyway! Lately, I’ve grown into an obsession over Sakura and Syaoran. I just love Card Captor Sakura and Tsubasa. I just want some merchandise to go with my very small collection… I don’t have everything so I’m making the most out of everything!

You Are (For my mom and dad)

Celebrate life with two of the world’s most greatest people: The Father and the Mother!

This song is for my mama and papa…

I love you both very much!

You are my light when the sun lost its shine

Cause you never failed to brighten up my day

When I look in your eyes, you need no words to say

to once again make me feel so fine

You are the strength that is deep within me

With you with me there is nothing I can’t do

You made me believe that someday I’ll be

someone who can make my dreams come true!

Who are You?

Yesterday, I was out with a bunch of friends. And one of them, honestly, I don’t know anymore. I don’t know him anymore. It’s not that I don’t recognize him or anything, I DON’T KNOW HIM ANYMORE! I can’t even understand why he speaks like that, or thinks like that. There must be something wrong with him. Damn! I don’t know him anymore!

I can’t even speak to him properly. I’m just glad my friends were there to keep me company.

I just… I can’t think!

Disappearance

When the sunlight dims

The skies reveal clouds of gray

and love fades away

as the sun begins to set

only memories remain
Could this be the tanka I am going to upload? I feel so excited!

There’s a strong emotion buried within this tanka I made, and I’m not going to share what it is!

Expression…

How do you express your feelings to someone who won’t give you hints of returning this feelings? How can you be so sure that if he does find out about it, he’ll be glad?

How? That’s what I want to know.

Lately, I’ve been stuck in this dream. A dream, where happiness and contentment is abundant. I have always been seeing this guy in my dreams. Is it because I always think of him? Does thinking about him reflect this feelings of mine in my dream, and my dream alone? Should I voice it out into the open, that I should tell him exactly what I feel?

But that would be too hard to handle! I need help.

I need advice. If telling him that I admire him for what he always do, for the funny things he say, would that be enough? Would it help me be more inspired if I did tell him, or would my inspiration crumble?

I definitely need help about this!

Whoever can help me would be given blessings from God. I would pray that you would be guided always…

I’m glad it’s over…

Everybody’s happy now!

I’m happy, they’re happy, WE’RE ALL HAPPY!